The Power of Forgiveness in Recovery: An Interview with Nicholas Ney

Learning how to forgive is an essential life skill that takes on profound significance in the recovery process. But what is forgivenessWhy is it so important to recovery? In this interview with Nicholas Ney, facilitator of Alta Mira’s forgiveness workshops, we explore what forgiveness looks like and why it can be such a powerful part of healing.

“To err is human, to forgive, divine.”

Early recovery is a volatile time in which the veil of denial is pulled back and you have an opportunity to confront the hurt, shame, and sorrow that have both contributed to and been caused by your addiction. This is no easy task; for many, it involves exposing yourself to the deep-seated pain masked by your drug or alcohol use, and learning how to sit in that place of discomfort without resorting to self-destructive behaviors.

But self-destruction doesn’t only come in the form of substance abuse. Some of the most self-defeating acts we engage in involve falling into negative thought patterns that prevent us from moving forward and living life to the fullest. We get caught in a space of anger and resentment that drives us away from tranquility, and can even threaten our sobriety.

That’s where Dr. Nicholas Ney comes in. Nicholas is a clinical psychologist and forgiveness educator who facilitates forgiveness workshops at Alta Mira. With nearly three decades of experience working with people struggling with addiction, he understands the unique role of forgiveness in the recovery process and seeks to be a catalyst for positive change in the lives of our clients. In this interview, he shares his perspective on what forgiveness looks like and why it is a central component of recovery.

Defining Forgiveness

Forgiveness is not an obscure clinical concept; most take for granted that we know what forgiveness entails. But when confronted with the actual task of forgiveness, many of us find that we are not exactly sure what forgiving looks like, which makes it hard to actually do.

“The dictionary definition says forgiveness is giving up any thought of revenge or harm, even when it might be justified,” Nicholas tells me. “My colleague Dr. Luskin and myself define forgiveness as learning to make peace when you didn’t get something you wanted in life. There are ways of dealing with disappointments other than staying bitter.”

Forgiveness, then, is not necessarily an external process. Nicholas explains:

Forgiveness is not reconciliation. You don’t have to rejoin a relationship. It doesn’t mean that you condone what somebody did, because forgiveness doesn’t mean you think they did something right, it just means you don’t have to have a hostile reaction to it.

Ultimately, forgiveness is an internal shift in your own perspective, and a decision to reframe your own reaction to undesirable outcomes.

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The Value of Forgiveness in Early Recovery

Deciding to let go of hostility and move forward without bitterness can have great benefits for anyone, whether they are struggling with addiction or not; holding on to anger and resentment overwhelmingly does not enhance quality of life, but diminishes it, and keeps us from living with joy. But for people in early recovery, forgiveness takes on special importance.

Early recovery can be a time of immense ups and downs on all fronts. Given how pre-recovery is dominated by denial and victimhood, early recovery is a time to bolster yourself with tools such as forgiveness training, so that one’s inner transition from the vagueness of pre-recovery to emerging clarity can occur on sound ground. Forgiveness training can provide individuals with skills that can help them learn how to not take internal and external offenses personally, as well as how to take responsibility for their own emotional experience.

Those internal offenses can be particularly troubling in early recovery; without the protection of denial, you are left to confront the reality of your addiction, and you may not like what you find. Having to deal with that pain at precisely the moment you have left your primary coping mechanisms behind can be overwhelming and put you at risk for relapse. Forgiveness training gives you a path to both acknowledging and coping with the difficult emotions you experience, especially as they relate to your view of yourself.

Denial doesn’t give up easily or quickly for some of us. Letting in the range and scope of one’s wreckage from the past can induce a lot of shame and guilt. And if that happens, the likelihood for getting overwhelmed and retreating into old self-destructive behaviors increases. Early recovery, I’ve found, can be an ideal time to learn how to identify when one’s emotions are running hot and raw, along with identifying some useful forgiveness strategies that promote healthy grounding.

Learning how to forgive yourself, then, is a core component of Nicholas’s work.

But learning how to forgive others as you emerge from denial is an equally important piece of the puzzle, as early recovery can be a time of explosive emotion and maladaptive coping that interfere with your ability to accept concern, love, and caring.

One of the core elements of forgiveness is to not take things so personally. That’s really hard to do when one’s nervous system is hot-wired to do just that. Because when any of us are in denial, we’re inclined to believe—and I can certainly say this for myself—that if someone is showing me concern or trying to be understanding, I’m going to read that as an attack. And once I get in an attack mode, my nervous system is going to jump in. Once all of the adrenaline and cortisol take over, I can say without equivocation that what comes out of my mouth is loud, stupid, and regrettable. And all that adds up to a disaster in terms of trying to make sense of how I want to cope in the world.

Nicholas believes that in developing the ability to forgive, we also learn to take control over our emotional landscape, giving us the ability to see others more clearly and respond rationally to the true intentions of our loved ones.

What Forgiveness Training Looks Like

The forgiveness workshop at Alta Mira was developed by Nicholas as an outgrowth of his work with friend and colleague Dr. Fred Luskin of Stanford University. Using a combination of cognitive strategies and breathing exercises, participants learn to identify the narratives that keep them in a space of anger, shame, and resentment, and develop the skills to move forward. There are four primary components to this:

  • Awareness: The first part of Nicholas’s work involves helping people become aware of what their orientation is towards life and learning how to become more grateful. The central question we must ask ourselves is, “How do I open up and invite my heart to be engaged with my living experience in a relentless way?” because, as Nicholas says, “the alternative is for me to be shut down and scared, angry, remote, critical, and judging. That’s not healthy or life-affirming.”
  • Forgiveness as a Stress Management System: Forgiveness is not simply an arbitrary good, but functions as a concrete way of emotional regulation and coping with stress. “When one’s nervous system is quick-wired, reactive, and always heating up, our capacity to process things in a healthy way is pretty limited,” Nicholas explains. “If anything, it can just force us to create more problems.” These problems manifest not only in our emotional experiences and interpersonal relationships, but in our physical health. By developing the skills to forgive, we can protect and enhance our psychological, social, and somatic well-being.
  • Identifying Grievance Stories: “A grievance story typically isn’t a run-of-the-mill little thing that we get hit up with on a daily basis, but is some experience that burrows underneath our skin and festers,” Nicholas says. “We become victims, and we repeat the story over and over again.” Often, grievance stories are not grounded in reality, and our pain is not commensurate with the experience itself. “It has more to do with a fiction that we have created—some artifact we carry around—for months, years, decades, that that’s what’s paining us in real time. It’s not the pain we felt initially from the experience, it’s the pain we keep alive and memorialize in our minds.” By identifying these grievance stories, we can change the narrative about who we are in the world, who we are in our relationships with others, and how we feel about ourselves.
  • Evaluating If the World Owes You Something: Nicholas believes that the idea that the world owes us something lies at the heart of many grievance stories. The feeling of being slighted by the world can be devastating when you have limited capacity for coping with that belief. The forgiveness workshop tries to “help all of us become more skillful in accepting, with unprejudiced grace, the fact that when we don’t get something we want, life goes on.” In fact, Nicholas thinks that people generally have more capacity for doing this than they realize. “We have more tolerance than we give ourselves credit for.”

The Power of Forgiveness

It is hard to overestimate the impact forgiveness can have on your life and on your healing process; after all, there is a reason forgiveness is such a hot topic within the recovery community. What makes Nicholas’s workshop so powerful is that it gives people a language for talking about forgiveness in a supportive environment and a roadmap toward achieving it. Rather than being a vague concept, forgiveness becomes a concrete process and attainable skill with clearly defined benefits. For many, this approach is transformative, and allows them to see themselves and the world around them in a new light.

I recall one person in my group one day, a young man in his early 30s, who had been at Alta Mira for a while and hadn’t really opened up about the challenges he had with his mother—and whatever was right in the air that day for him I’ll never know, but he found it possible to talk about things that he hadn’t previously. He came up to me after group and said, ‘Thank you, this system really makes sense, and I can see how it could work for me in good ways.’ I was thrilled.

The skills Nicholas teaches aren’t just short-term coping mechanisms for moving people out of immediate pain, but essential tools for navigating life in the long run. The enhanced self-awareness, self-regulation, and self-compassion the workshop encourages are invaluable both now and in the future, empowering people far beyond their time in treatment and opening up avenues to sustainable inner tranquility and sobriety. “I recognize that what I’m doing is planting seeds—and I hope that they’ll sprout for people later on.”

Alta Mira offers a comprehensive suite of programs for people struggling with substance addiction as well as co-occurring mental health disorders and process addictions. To learn more about our unique approach to addiction treatment and our innovative workshops, we encourage you to contact us at any time.